Thursday, July 17, 2008

No working out...feeling fat

Basically this week of ground school has been absolute fucking hell on my sleep schedule and I am completely exhausted. I want to work out so bad, but I get home and due to lack of sleep cause I am up late studying I just have no strength to do it.

I hate the way I look in the mirror right now and will probably hurt myself this weekend running and swimming and weightlifting. I'm having visions of how fat I used to be and am worried I am close to it again.

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